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  1. 13 points
    Hey everyone!! I had a post on the last forums that I feel was really beneficial to the community and wanted to bring it back. In the United States: So I felt this was a good time to bring this conversation back. In my original post I gave a huge shout out to my husband @Tavis for finally speaking up about his long battle with anxiety and depression. Tavis has dealt with it most of his life. In 2010 he was officially diagnosed with severe depression and severe social anxiety. Both of which sometimes leave him in such a debilitated state he can not leave the house or function normally. Then more recently our family doctor told us he believes Tavis may have a form of PTSD and suggested we seek further evaluation. After dealing with a lot of things last year he had to step away from role playing and even stepped back from streaming. So when he openly shared his battle for the first time it was huge. What's disappointing is it shouldn't have been the big deal that it was. Unfortunately there is such a stigma about mental health, a person will usually associate those things as weak and shameful and thus will keep it to themselves bottling it up, etc. For myself, I have battled with a form of PTSD, Grief, and Depression since 2006. At some point my brain went into a survival mode and I began boxing those memories and feelings. But it got worse when I essentially boxed them and put them behind a wall behind a mine field in my mind. I couldn't really feel anymore. Only recently as I started to try to deal with these things have I been able to cry for the first time in YEARS. This post is to bring awareness to mental health. Break the silence. Break the stigma. It's okay to not be okay. This community is family and please don't be afraid to speak up. Much Love!
  2. 13 points
    Well here we go. My wife's water broke on the evening of the 13th, and we went to the hospital as planned. We spent the next few days with her being in pain due to contractions. I asked the doctor to perform an epidural as my wife was in agony from the contractions and exhaustion (nerve block of most pain from the middle spine down). An epidural is common in America, but uncommon in Japan. The doctor attempted this, and failed twice. No low pain birth for her. From that point until today they have been giving my wife pain meds and trying to have a natural birth, as here a C-section is last resort. At around 1700 JST+9 on May 20th, the doctors came into the room in a large quantity, and had the ultrasound machine. Afterwards the doctor called away for an emergency c section. I later found out this was due to my son entering a temporary death state. I actually got all of it on my GoPro IRL, scary stuff. Fortunately after a short surgery, Ryu was delivered at 3426 grams or a bit over 7.5lbs. He is huge and very tall compared to the average baby in Japan. From what we can tell both he and my wife will be fine and recover quickly. If you find me in server (as I have about 1-2 months off work for the baby, and mostly work from home) please don't mind a bit of background noise. This community really helped me through the last week, and has been a nice distraction to the very real and scary situations that have unfolded the last week. Couple of pictures. See you all around town, and thanks to everyone, as it is you who makes the community special. Respectfully, - Mike
  3. 11 points
    I've noticed we have a lot of cookie-cutter criminals treating RP as GTA Online lately which has been demotivating for many folks. With inspiration from the original community challenge by @Rigzby Rollins a long while ago, I am proposing we do it once more. THE CHALLENGE: Create a NEW character of something you have NEVER done before. IE: If you are typically a criminal, become a nerd or something, work at burgershot, become a convenience store clerk, or doctor, or whatever... just anything that isn't cookie cutter / game mechanic related / grinder. I want to see people putting EFFORT into their character. RP it fully. Put yourself into that character and enjoy something different which you may never have otherwise. RULES You cannot have a 'winning mentality' - Losing situations leads to RP just as much as winning situations does, and sometimes even more-so. Pursue opportunities If someone is /adverting a unique service, visit them and give them some RP. Have fun with it I think if even half the server is new and unique characters, we will have a lot of fun with it. Last time lead to some amazing RP. Roleplay Guidelines for New / Experienced players Random RP Character Generator Challenge yourself. Break out of your comfort zone. Let's make this happen. Cheers! - Zeke / R. Devine
  4. 10 points
    Take a look at our bouncy new baby boy @Rex Hughes who went down via dehydration while bringing a patient in, 2 feet from a water machine and after a dehydration call.
  5. 9 points
    Inspiring, a few people around me (many I spend a lot of time in-character with) know that I'm not quite alright for one big reason: I have combat-induced PTSD. While that may be difficult for many people to relate to, it opened my eyes when I finally had to step forward, in my uniform, and admit that I was not ok. I expected my career to be over immediately, but what i was met with was more support than i knew what to do with. However, these things tend to trough and crest, and quite recently I'm being re-haunted by some specific incidents i had to endure. Noodle ( @Nova Taylor ) had to wake me from a flailing nightmare my first night off of my night shift. The same nightmare that kicked off a 1-2 week bout of barely sleeping, barely eating, and being incredibly jumpy that several people in the community i had to let know of because of my rapidly shifting attitude. I used to cope with my issues by playing an unhealthy amount of Arma 3 Milsim, where i believe i felt better by using my skills to win fights, kill the enemy, and contribute to a fireteam/squad/platoon again. Since these nightmares came back, the thought of doing that only makes me uneasy, paranoid, and (once again) jumpy. If you're battling demons now, I'm there with you. They may not look or sound the same, but I'm more than happy to lend an ear for however long is needed for you to make your way through it. Many people have come to me ooc to vent about what's going on "in their head" and i can never judge them for doing so, regardless of what they say because i wouldn't want them to judge me for the things that hang over my own head. If you think you need help, take it. I was terrified too. For my relationship, my career, my future, and my life. Now I'm further ahead in my life than i ever thought I could be. I am inspired to continue moving forward for the sake of those left behind, left unattended, and left without help because to not do so, to me, feels like i am letting them down. (again) "As always, take care, and stay safe." -Zach
  6. 8 points
    HI EVERYONE! MY BESTIE @Romeo Kali RELEASED AN ALBUM TODAY AND I NEED EVERYONE ELSE TO BE AS ADDICTED TO IT AS I AM. MY FAVOURITE SONG IS ILLUMINATING, IN CASE YOU COULDN'T TELL BY THE TITLE. I THINK HE IS REALLY TALENTED, AND I THINK Y'ALL SHOULD CHECK OUT HIS ALBUM ON SPOTIFY AND MAYBE EVEN BUY IT ON APPLE MUSIC/GOOGLE PLAY MUSIC!!! I LINKED IT BECAUSE YEAH https://open.spotify.com/album/383gc58tbY9WekyfJ9TZgg?si=AkornnDjT4m-eiSPVqeE7A
  7. 7 points
    New video @Floppy Pancakes and @Trevor Parker get memed (sort of)
  8. 7 points
    I live with anxiety everyday and it shows in the people i play im harder on myself then anyone will ever be....My Real life even tho its good my wife and my kids struggle sometimes with me but there vary understanding of what im going throw.....Sometimes the pills are not enough even tho i have to take them to even do simple things like sleep and relax...On top of my anxiety i have ADD and a learning Disorder witch also shows in my writing and rp....So life a everyday struggle for me sometimes and i get depressed and hard on myself....So i know the struggles i know the pain and i love this post because i can be open about my struggles no one knows be hide my screen...I can say this Revo helped me with my Anxiety some but people also can see it still there and i ty for all the good people i met throw Revo... @Tavisif anyone knows what your going throw its me man your not alone in your fight my brother...
  9. 5 points
    --------------------- [ - May-20-2019 - The Bunker - ] --------------------- [21:07] - Libitina Action - Corruption Error Found - Audio Log; 5_16 [21:07] - Libitina Action - Recovery [21:10] - Libitina Action - Recovered: Successful; Audio Journal; 5_16 "Surface Thoughts" --------------------- [ - May-20-2019 - The Bunker - ] --------------------- May 16th - Uhm.. Jasmine's lost her voice. She's reduced to raspy whispers and yet she continues to try to use her vocal chords. Rigzby and Emilia are now making fun of her. Nice night... Just finished fishing... Productive Conversation... Jasmine's giving me the stink eye, so I better end this here. Alright- Where was I? Purple is royal again. No longer muddled what seemed like a blood orange tone, is now pleasantly marbled with a light yellow instead. Almost golden in hue. Almost. I don’t see this energy often, but when I do, it’s pleasant. Nice. Welcoming. And I get.. I get happy? Voices are clear. No longer brooding. Just... Realistic. Engaging. Casual. Comfortable. Thank you for your thoughts and opinions- [Error] My sweet tooth is back and it hurts me none. Communication is key, I gotta remember that... I'm not good at communicating, but it's something I gotta work out... [Error] How would I describe this colour? ... Like a prismatic rotation of a beautiful flurry of colours, a medley maybe? How cliche... So 'poetic'. But really, what do I see? I see a tiny hint of strong purple, like neon- not quite royal; but neon. Something sharp and jubilant. And this purple is encompassed with a pillowy soft lilac lightness that drifts seamlessly into a sweet pink, I think. And that pink would be lined with an every present but barely visible crimson... Yeah... I think I’ll call this colouring, this sort of energy; Opal. Not quite pearlescent but it shines with distinct emotion in each and every bit. And then there's this amazing aura of midnight blue, highlighted with hues of lighter shades of itself. Little contact with this energy as well, but each and every conversation begins and ends like there’d been no break of communication of any kind. No matter what's happened, this energy has been there for me. I cherish them so much. Loyalty ranks highly to me but this energy is more Honor and Respect... And that's just it, it's just honor and respect. I’m so thankful I have you in my life. If it weren’t for you, I honestly think I’d have felt too alone too early on. And who knows what I might have become. What -was- pale orange, is volatile. Calm one moment then unpredictable the next. I don’t know what to do or if I should even care anymore. It’s just a constant now. Always something. Always something. Always worry. Always a stress. Always. Always. Always. I’m tired of it. But that’s not the point; This energy is someone I’ve met and once having met, the energy is an impact on my life. I don't know what to do. I'm getting sidetracked though- [ERROR - We could not retrieve the rest of this log] --------------------- [ - May-20-2019 - The Bunker - ] --------------------- [21:26] - Libitina Action - Corrupt File: Log Deleted --------------------- [ - May-20-2019 - The Bunker - ] ---------------------
  10. 5 points
    Very good post. Thank you for sharing. Mental issues are illnesses like any other in the medical fields and the stigma is quite unhelpful. What adds to that in my eyes is the medical system in the US which makes proper therapy and counceling highly costly and tough to get. That is a shame especially given how effective therapeutic approaches are (mainly cognitive behavioral therapy, since there are multiple approaches to therapy, not a fan of psychoanalysis or any other freudian derivatives for lacking efficiacy), proven by numerous studies to be as effective as antidepressants, and in major cases best used in conjunction. Its always important to exclude physical underlying issues and many doctors are uneducated on that topic. Cortisol levels (stress hormone), thyroid and sexual hormones and forms of benign tumors as the most important ones. That is, if you want to give your gp a tip. Well, excuse the off topic. Side fact to perhaps break the stigma further: According to evaluations of medical students in Germany upon getting the degree and finishing medschool, 50 % (!!) have a clinically relevant form of substance abuse, or anxiety disorder. All of this without accounting for unreported cases. Let that sink in. In todays times of informational overload, constant availability, stressful job landscape, its a wonder its not even more common in my eyes.
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  13. 5 points
    Hey all, I'm TJ. Currently an LEO in Vegas and I've been looking to get into RP for some time. I got rejected from DOJRP for not being "dedicated" enough I guess lol but I enjoy the RP community especially watching the great videos. I have a few friends that RP as well and would love to join them. I'm excited to get into character and bring my personality to the community
  14. 5 points
    I visited the coca fields today. Didn't actually touch any plant, I just watched. I saw myself there in the past, desperately snapping off the the leaves, knowing it would relieve me of endless train of thoughts and terrible emotional pain I felt back then. And yet, that pang in the back of my mind, knowing that I would eventually feel the intense guilt of the inevitable consequences in the end. No matter how much I tried to hide my mistakes, they only grew and destroyed the only friendship I had at the time. Now I faced this. Although I still feel the craving every day, I looked it straight in the eye knowing that I am now strong enough not to take a few steps forward and start this train again. With him, I'm now strong enough. We saved each other.
  15. 5 points
    So, I'll step in here for a moment and say 1 thing about the ID. When a person is searched, and I mean fully searched not just terry frisked for weapons, you look everywhere. Irl it would be pockets, shoes, socks, hats, etc. In game, we search and many of us use /me to say something like "pats down" to have more interaction than just saying "im searching you now, anything on your person that can poke, prod, or hurt me" and then just standing there while the game tells us what's on your person. However, to the ID point. Theoretically, you CAN say that when they search you, they tossed you completely, found your wallet with your ID in it and read your name off of it. But, in RP, you were not made aware that any of this had happened, and for that I can see the frustration. At that point, it would be a good idea to say something like "I see there's an ID here in this wallet, Mr. Sasha Dimitrijev is what this says, is that you sir?" To which the suspect would either say yes or no, depending on the RP. So, in all, I can agree with you that not asking what your name is and verifying your identity is frustrating, therefore we can try to ensure we have our officers RP it out better going forward. Whether we directly ask the person for their name and RP out "I'm gonna search for your ID, where might I find it?" or we search and RP finding the ID with a name on it, then verbally confirm with the suspect. Since we cannot see your driver's license without you showing it to us, we could then further say, "I only have a general ID with a name on it here, where can I find your driver's license?" We will do our best to spread the word to RP it out better and be more clear on HOW we are identifying the person and HOW it was confirmed. I appreciate you bringing your concerns forward. At anytime, you may PM a command member on the forums if you have further concerns or issues that are not reportable in character. If you don't know who the command members are, just ask, anyone will tell you who to contact.
  16. 5 points
  17. 4 points
    Reason why I am not putting this under the reports is because we all make mistakes. But to make a same mistake twice in a short amount of time while multiple officers are present is ... it ruins the RP for me to be honest. Also I have to mention that this doesn't go for all the PD and that I am not trying to attack anyone. I have some epic RP with LEO in general. But some things need to be put under control, just like civilians have to abide by rules I think LEO is not beyond them. In last few days I've noticed that a lot of officers lack concentration. As seen in this video I was not asked my name or ID at any point yet I was sent to prison. Doesn't make sense. Who should charges be applied to if they don't know my identity? How is my debt going up if I wasn't asked for a name. Same thing happened an hour prior to this but I got sick of being addressed only as sir so I told them that they didn't even asked my name and just assumed that I've stolen a car cause I had lockpicks on me even though I was on tow duty but tow decided to launch itself into the air. Then in this case I am being arrested while a guy who stole a supercar that is worth plenty more then a guy who is just sitting in a van eating apples is being ignored. Priority seems to be an issue since the owner of that vehicle was trying to contact PD for about 30 min. Mistakes like this make it a very bad and frustrating experience for players that do want to RP as a something that isn't typical - open fire on police criminals, my idea for this character among others is that he is sexually attracted to cars. But if I'm gonna be treated to a gunpoint every time I sit in a car and sent to jail without anyone even asking for ID ... why even bother. The officer was polite to me once I was in jail and I do understand that situations explode but still being rushed like this is just a very poor experience for us just like it is for LEO when they are just shot at without any reason. I was in quite a few situations so far where excessive force was used on completely compliant member of society and it is not pleasant. It creates barrier between civilians and LEO that should not be there and that is spite and resentment toward each other. I know that being a LEO or EMS or any of that is on voluntary basis but in a way so is being a civilian. We don't get hourly pay, we have to come up with interesting scenarios that involve as much people as possible etc. I would say it is a symbiotic relationship, without us officials wouldn't have fun and without officials we wouldn't have any fun. One other example would include where there was a collapsed person that needed medical and two PD unites decided that it is more important to tend to wrongly parked vehicle and with owner of it. It just ruins the RP and life value. I know that PD should not do EMS work but since there was no EMS clocked in it would be nice if they at least took a look at the person before attending to wrongly parked vehicle 100m further. Once again I must stress that this is not an attack or that includes the LEO as a whole. Also from this video to me it doesn't make sense that the unit doesn't pull up on the drivers side or at least at the back of the van as when he orders me to step out it is very easy to have weapon in your hand or to draw it out without him seeing it and just do havoc as the other police unit was already leaving the scene and by that both units were put in danger. I am not an officer but it just seems something logical. Or at least not order me to exit the vehicle until he was on my side. Plus not paying attention to a car that pulls over next to them for which I scream that it is stolen where both occupants could be hostile or my associates seems reckless. Instead the vehicle gets ignored completely up until we get to the intersection and the owner of a vehicle also starts to explain that his car is stolen since he couldn't get to 911. I know I'm gonna get tons of flak for this from all sides but still... https://youtu.be/Aqur3kttjug
  18. 4 points
    I have noticed quite a few profiles that are not in the correct format. It was brought up in the community meeting. Reminder that your forum name should be the first and last name of your primary character. You are able to change your username through account settings. Names should also be realistic and not famous. Thank you
  19. 4 points
    With the setting of the sun loud gunshots are heard throughout out the Grand Senora desert. Spacing or Fifthteen seconds between each round. They echo down from the mountains, each echo carrying a sense of calmness. “I’m different people say.. only if they knew. They might think I am no better than the average gangbanger on the streets, or even worse if they knew.” “Three hundred yards.. wind pulling left.. twenty degree slope…” Another shot would ring out through the darkness of the desert. Then silence enveloped the echos, it was almost deafening. Soon Andrew would slowly rise from his snipers nest. His uniform covered in sand and branches, he collected his bullet casings before packing away his rifle. “My only trace is a body where a man once stood” The words came out soft as he sighed before seeing the moon light the sky. He slowly began his descent from the mountain, thoughts of overseas snaked into his mind as he quickened his pace slightly to reach his car. As he put the gun case in the trunk and slammed it closed the thoughts dissipated. It seemed that mountain was the only place he could find true peace, but he could not hide and let his home become overran. *BING* A notification came from his phone, it was a message, though he did not want to answer, but he knew he must. Jake - Today at 21:37 “Hey Hart, I came by your apartment to see if you would like to look at the cadet reports, but didn’t see you there. I slid the packet beneath your door, I’ll see you at work tomorrow brother.” Andrew - Today at 21:39 “Thanks brother, I was out clearing my mind. I’ll be home shortly to look at those reports, you stay safe, I’ll see you at work.” Jake - Today at 21:40 “Clearing your mind? You mean shooting into the mountains possibly causing the sheriffs to scramble to respond to the shots fired? You know you can talk to me Hart, when haven’t I had your back? Whatever you’re holding onto needs to be released or else it will destroy you. If you need anything, you know I’m here brother. Stay safe and Godspeed.” Andrew - Today at 21:48 “Of course, I appreciate your offer, but this is deeper than you think Jake. I did things that couldn’t just be forgotten, I’m here to focus on the future not the past. If it keeps bothering me then I will come to you, but I’ve been talking to this therapist, but you know them, always saying how it’s just in your mind. Don’t worry, I’ll see you at work. Have a safe night.”
  20. 4 points
    “I came home to get away from the war, I came home to see my new family prosper… now they die as they did overseas…” Though he barely knew the man, he felt the pain knowing he took his own life. He has seen it many times before, but in his own home? It was unreal, this was a worse than when he killed Granger. A sense of guilt, sadness, and disappointment coursed through his veins. “No one deserves a death like that.. not overseas and most definitely not here at home…” “Well Mr. Hart why do you feel guilty for him taking his own life?” “Why? What kind of question is that doc? I left hell to come home, but it looks like I brought hell home with me. Many in the department don’t know me and I don’t know them, but that doesn’t mean I wouldn’t take a bullet for each and every one of them, especially the cadets… They’re my family, and this is my home.” He knows this can get worse, if someone he’s bonded with passes while protecting the line, that will cause him to break, there’s nothing he would be able to hold onto. With the passing of that sheriff deputy, he needs to speak with all members of every department, he can’t have another take their own life. “Well Mr. Hart if you fear this ‘Hell’ coming to your home, what do you plan to do to prevent such a event?” “I will protect my officers, sheriffs, and troopers. I will protect my brothers and sisters. I’ll protect them with my blood, sweat, and tears. I swore a oath to protect the city, but I am swearing my own oath to protect my brothers and sisters.” “Very well Mr. Hart, I believe our session time has ended. Will I see you in another two weeks?” “Sure doc, now I gotta get home, I have reports to write.. thanks and be well.” The dark clouds that loomed over the city made the roads dark and gloomy, occasionally lightning would strike to illuminate the mirror enough for Andrew to see that he was a different man. Someone that hardened his skin to protect himself from tragedies like this, but a puncture was made, now it must be mended.
  21. 4 points
    Like Liam said, We get reports of when vehicles are stolen that is why they pulled up. As for when I pulled up the officers are going to focus on the situation they are responding too. You yelling at them that hey that is a stolen car! Is not sufficient enough for them to take really any action without other reports etc. In regards to how they treated me pulling up they did their job with crowd control and got me to leave the area. They need more than you telling them that the pink car is stolen for them to just drop what they are doing and go after me. Just my take on that part of the situation.
  22. 4 points
    Song signup, timing details, etc. coming soon!
  23. 4 points
    what the fuck? Floppy you know where I am if theres anything you need me to do, happy to come back and help you rebuild anything if you need it. ---- Atlas
  24. 4 points
    Hey Team! I am the face behind Dreah Johnson, aspiring EMS! 😄
  25. 3 points
    Great video billy . Fun Fact , Barnaby likess The Back Street Boys lol God i miss the chaos that would happen around me . lol Im sure the ems Dont miss it thou lol
  26. 3 points
    [TO: [email protected]] [FROM: [email protected]] [SUBJECT: Question] [BODY: Hey Emilia, I had wanted to talk to you the other night {{Deletes body}} Hey Emilia, Sorry to bother you. I was wondering {{Deletes body}} Hey Emilia, I was hoping to talk to you. I'm sorry to bother you. This is kind of a weird question. Is your mom taking new patients... Like without being a patient in her facility {{Deletes body}} {{Althea stares at the screen, tapping her finger on the space bar, before sighing heavily and closing the email}}
  27. 3 points
    I like it that order exists somewhere, even if it shatters near me. - Elizabeth Moon, The Speed of Dark I was not surprised. I thought I was going to have an actual peaceful day. Then she got the call.... An officer. Her officer. Then it got worse. The poor paramedic was new... and had been close with the officer. My demons were ready On another note.... He is unreasonable and I will pay him back. {{Thea's notebook is rolled up in the driver door compartment of her new Mesa}}
  28. 3 points
    The joys of being Montana or close to him xD https://youtu.be/58nHN1urC3k @Rad Thibodeaux @Gabriel Montana @Mae Rayov
  29. 3 points
    The Party bus may have been a great investment.. But I don't know about driving it long distances. R.I.P @Benny Brazil
  30. 3 points
    How could you have thought this was a good idea.... Lol
  31. 3 points
    I do hope you realise that just because there are 10 cops in a server that doesn't mean all ten are clocked in, right? Besides there are regulations put in place that only let's an x amount of cops clock in at the same time
  32. 3 points
    Yacht Day Kitten Hunt Isaac likes to dress up Something went wrong
  33. 3 points
    Oh I definitely have something to add to this 😄 @Rad Thibodeaux @Mae Rayov @Rex Hughes Baby Bottle
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    mmmm, @Zeke / R. Devine you speak nothing but sweet sweet melody... I am ready.... brace yourselves...
  36. 3 points
    "Mr Sprinkle..." @Floppy Pancakes
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    This is probably extremely loud btw at certain points sorry.
  38. 3 points
    A small red leather stained notebook with the initials D.D Rata Ramirez 05/16/2019 Caliber: 5.56x45mm NATO Quantity: 6 Location Head and Chest It felt like the hail of gunfire never stopped, with 3 in my shoulder I thought this was it, I'll never forget that burning sensation. I heard his magazine hit the ground and that was it, I unloaded and he dropped. More pain and suffering at my hands. I don't want to do this anymore.
  39. 3 points
    When you only make money through EMS pay, save and save for weeks to buy a halfway decent 4 door that doesn't look like balls, and someone smashes it up while you're in a meeting in Pillbox. DONE. WITH. LIFE. Insubordination in the top ranks of LSFR: Testing shiz with devs. Normal time in the dev servers 😄 @Matilda Lawson
  40. 3 points
    Araceli walks through the front doors of an apartment looking at the new surroundings, feeling the presence to her left walk towards the kitchen to.. maybe make food, Araceli walks to the bedroom and quickly gets in the bed and pulls out her diary. Dear Diary, I somehow forgot my fear of heights today for a little bit. I was distracted. I was so close to the fence, while hearing the cries to my left It didn't hit me that I was that close. It's something simple in someone else's eyes; being up that high.. but it just shows that what was on my mind was far more important. Fluff. Focusing on my breathing, the two figures in front of me trying to work through their conflict. Offering the best support I could with my presence. On another note, I don't have to exercise for approximately 2 weeks. Fluff If I do my math correctly.. no gummy bears for one week and the bike riding from the bridge to town totally counts as two weeks of workouts, compared to if I did work out everyday.. and then decided to eat gummy bears. I know Romeo is very into fitness. I wonder if I ask him if he will approve. Araceli raises an eyebrow at what she just wrote and laughs at herself, she feels the urge to write more about her day but closes the diary and places it on the bed while quickly getting out of bed and making her way towards the kitchen <3 Celi
  41. 3 points
    May 16th, 2019 It was time to hit refresh, time to change the dynamic. You asked what's next, what I need. I have been avoiding thinking about the conversation because I didn't want to lose focus. Now, here I am embraced in warmth, feeling so secure and right about things that I know what I need. 1. Work 2.Trust 3. Protection 4. Appreciation 5. Space I am Lieutenant mother-fucking Lawson, and I am ready to push myself to the very edge to prove what I can be.
  42. 3 points
    RX-7 FC https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/mazda-rx-7-fc3s-cereal RX-7 FD https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/mazda-rx7-fd3s-add-on-tunable Audi RS3 https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/audi-rs3-sportback-2018-add-on-tuning Audi RS7 https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/audi-rs7-sportback-2015-replace (personal favorite) BMW 540i https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/2018-bmw-540i-g30 BMW X5 https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/bmw-x5-2019-add-on BMW I8 https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/2015-bmw-i8 Alfa Romeo Giulia https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/alfa-romeo-giulia-civetta-els Holden HSV (i miss the HSV from revo australia) https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/holden_hsv_gts_2014-1-0 Mustang 66' https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/1966-ford-mustang-fastback-2-2-template-owners_manual Merc CLS AMG https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/2015cls63s Merc c63 AMG https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/2017-mercedes-benz-c63-amg Merc S500 https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/mercedes-benz-s500-w222 P1 https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/2014-mclaren-p1-fb28b756-465d-43e7-b4e0-9793bfa5f714 LaFerarri https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/2015-ferrari-laferrari-hq-autospoiler Lambo Aventador https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/2016-lamborghini-aventador-lp750-4-superveioce-roadster-se7enmoon Porshe Cayenee https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/2016-porsche-cayenne-turbo-s-beta Range Rover Vogue https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/range-rover-vogue-2013-9lxa Range rover Sports SVR https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/range-rover-sport-svr-2016 Subaru Impreza wrx sti https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/subaru-impreza-wrx-sti-2004-add-on-tuning Bentley Continental https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/bentley-continental-gt-2012 Some less flashy things Honda Civic EK9 https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/honda-civic-type-r-ek9 Honda Integra https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/honda-integra-type-r-dc2 VW Golf https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/volkswagen-golf-vii-r-2014 Old ass BMW https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/bmw-750i-e38-add-on-replace More BMWs https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/bmw-m2-e92-2008-add-on-replace This ones for @Tom Ivory https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/bmw-e36 Kappa Eclipse https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/mitsubishi-eclipse-gsx-add-on Crown Vic https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/1999-ford-crown-victoria Not a vehicle but would be cool to have none the less https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/jdm-rims-pack https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/hq-b-rims-pack https://www.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/real-wheels-pack Could go on but I'm going to contain myself to this
  43. 2 points
    [ 5: 00 am ] City Centre Apartment, Los Santos Granger stumbles out of bed, strands of hair clouding her view as she makes her way to the kitchen. Granger gently scratches her had as she looks around the kitchen, checking the cupboards for mugs & cups. she pulls out a white ceramic mug from the cupboard and places it onto the counter softly, her fingers gripping onto the handle tightly, her other hand dropping a herbal tea bag into the mug. Granger turns to her left, flicking on the Kettle that sat on the hob of her oven, she waited for the water to boil, swaying from side to side as time passed. "Whieeeeeeeeeeee..." Granger stared at the mug in front of her, a sharp piercing pain beginning to plague her head as the kettle whistled loudly. She knelt down, holding her head as sudden sounds of gunshots and screaming echoed throughout her ears, Granger yelled out in fear. "Sgt! Sgt, where are you?!" Granger waited for a response but to no avail. Granger's body went into auto-drive, pulling the mug and other objects off the counter and onto the floor. "Crshhh..." The mug shattered into large pieces under Granger's hands as she performed CPR like manoeuvres, the pieces digging into her skin. Granger pushed harder and harder with each compression, her own body beginning to ache from the movements. Granger pulls away in a daze, staring at her crimson coloured hands in confusion before scanning her surroundings. Granger pulled herself from the floor, picking up the pieces of shattered ceramic & tossing them into the bin next to her fridge, she brushed back a strand of hair as she slugged her way to the bathroom, a red stripe hidden behind her ear. Granger refrained from looking at her injury, cleaning it with an alcohol-free wipe and wrapping it in bandage messily before heading back to bed in a slump, pulling the covers over her head in an attempt to get some needed rest.
  44. 2 points
    To understand Rigzby, One must live as Rigzby,
  45. 2 points
    @Taylor Faye state troopers car i stole from MRPD!
  46. 2 points
    This is a really scummy thing for someone to do to not only you but our community as well. I'm glad that the situation is being handled. I appreciate you being a stand-up individual and letting everyone know what has been going on. Thank you for sticking around and continuing to do what you enjoy. 🙂
  47. 2 points
    I wanted to bring this back just for this lovely quote~ "Look at me, I got big boobs..... Look at me I got a big dick!" - @Vitami Gattington Post some of your biggest and funniest quote there are that you hear.
  48. 2 points
    Ella dusts off an old, leather journal, placing it on the table in front of her. She pulls a pen out of the spine, placing it next to the Journal before rubbing off the remaining dust with her thumb. "Hello Old Friend...Looks like I'll be writing in you again, gotta get used to writing and not typing.." She chuckles softly, wiping the dust from her thumb onto her bare leg and coughing from the particles in the air. Ella slowly makes her way back over to her bed, climbing in, pulling the blanket over her body and drifting to sleep.
  49. 2 points
    Yesterday, A lot of people know about that are involved with pd and ems. But lately the role play in this past week on the server has been so strong its freaking amazing! I am truly enjoying it and the interactions.
  50. 2 points
    Show wagons some love! https://sv.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/volvo-850r https://sv.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/volkswagen-passat-b6-variant https://sv.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/kia-stinger-3-3-gt-2017-addon-0-5-beta https://sv.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/2015-audi-rs6-c7-add-on-abt-tuning https://sv.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/2015-mercedes-benz-e-klasse-t-modell-estate https://sv.gta5-mods.com/vehicles/volvo-v60-2018-add-on-replace#comments_tab
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